How to deal with this situation as a child

These are the 2 playpackages I got in the 80’s.

For me, the yellow one was the kind of „good“ one.

The other one, I painted the seal black, to say, what

I was thinking of it,

on the outer sides I made some pink of it,

with the hope, to draw all this into a good direction.

The Author - Markus, since 01/31/2020.